hi blog!!
hehes. watching video. waiting for it to load. so decided to post. hmm.. yesterday took nap quite late. so woke up at 8pm after dinner cant slp. i think only fall aslp at 1pm?? hahas. so today woke up at 1. 12 hrs of slp. hehes. maybe thats why i feel that today pass so fast. actually should be going to kor's gf bday bbq. but very lazy go. somemore dun really know much ppl there. so didnt go.

hehes. having career quest on mon. im alrdy nervous. i think i look damn old in whatever i planned to wear. somemore i got tis beyond my age, mature face. which really piss me off. why i have such a old face??!! urgh!! really envy those have very kiddish face. although they may not get treated seriously at times but they look young always. nowadays isnt everyone wan to look young. haiz. but i got this old face. make me cant wear too mature stuffs as i will look damn old. its like even just wearing tee shirt and shorts i alrdy like can pass for a 18?? when im like 16. haiz. always ppl tot im alrdy in poly or so. and whenever somebody guess my age they always got the older. no one guess me in a younger age. i think if i really make up. i can pass a 20. hahas. somemore im not a small size girl. im wat my good frens says curvy but to me im just fat, big size. haiz. always like that. i think if im smaller in size maybe i will look younger?? hahas. maybe shorter and very skinny. so even with my face i still look young. haha. some more when you have a mature face. ppl always tot ur fierce so i have to try to keep a smile frequently so that i dun get said by ppl that im having a bad mood or throwing tantrums. but always having a smile is a good thing. but it sometime bad as ppl may feel that u treat everything as a joke. as u keep making a smile. so get misunderstood sometimes. haix.but dun everyone get misunderstood at times. so it ok. haha
ok i think my video is done. gtg
bye. lovelove