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yesterday celebrated peggy's birthday at my hse. have a very fun time playing. and once agn HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEGGY!! <33 <33 hehes. it was a surprise party. hehes and she was surprise. hahas. lucky successful. hehes. i had a very fun time. wish the girls have a great time too. shall post some pictures^^


oh this cake is made by peggy, kelly and me. on tuesday. peggy should be eating this cake today i guess. hehheh.


kelly and bestie~~


the cake look so helpless. hahas


hehes. me and bestie.


me and kel. hehes all first timers at the cake deco.


hehes. thats yesterday. hahas. surprise~!!
heh~!! once agn. happy birthday bestie~!!!
ok. stop here. bye. lovelove

heyhey
its sunday today. wanted to do alot of things. but didnt do any yet. later must do. gogo yingxin!!! haix. tmr need go school for amath "test" dont feel like going but oh well. at least its quite late. so dun have to wake up early. so go bah. school reopening soon. haven do any file-ing. alot of worksheets lying around. must tidy up soon. if not difficult to study ler. gogo yingxin. tydy ws is quite easy. must do must do. if not u really slack the whole holiday ler. dun think too much. do one thing at a time. just dun do nothing can ler. ok^^ go go yingxin!! ok later i must tell myself to do something. today nth much to say. so shall stop here.
byee. lovelove


handsome handsome soo handsome~!!

heyhey!!
today woke up at 8am for english lesson. and feel like washing hair, so caused myself to be late. sry friends.but after we reached skool they say english teacher was not in skool. made me wake up early and travel to skool for nth. after waiting for an hour i think. the others went home, while some of us wait for sinyi to do a birthday card for yuxiang. and happy birthday yuxiang^^ did card and went home. while walking met a big puddle, as it was raining. which means i was hair for nth. cos the haor will still get dirtied by the rain agn. haix haix. oh ya puddle. eventhough my shoes ave no hole underneath but my socks was still wet, causing me to have wet feet all the way home. so uncomfortable. i usually like rain alot. but i only like it wen im dry. totally dry!!. haixhaix. but oh well.
gotten home and get a bath. wash hair agn. and realise my hair is not growing in length. i can feel it grew thicker but not longer. urgh!! i think i did not protect my hair well enough, so theres alot of broken hair or split ends, making the hair not able to grow in length. haix haix. hair hair pls grow longer. i wan to have long long hair agn, so i can always tie many different style! and pls dun wave. ok can wave but wave nicely. hahas
ok shall stop here wan to see any new songs to catch up. if not very out dated ler.
ok bye. lovelove!



end with usui!! he look hot with his hair up too<33333

HEYHEY!!!
hello blog^^
hehes. was a good girl just now. muhahaha did 3 math school papers. good job yingxin! was planing to take a nap while waiting for mummy to come back. but while lying on the bed suddenly pom. my mind keep thinking of all the math papers. so on the music and started. hahahaha and i did 3 papers. still left 1 but i think i lost 2 papers. dunnoe whr i chuck it to. haiz. see how tmr. talking about waiting. mummy's not back yet. im starving!! i wan go eat at ikea. pls dun come back and tell me eat ba zang. i eat that for 4 days alrdy i guess. hahas. she went bao zhong zi session at ah ma hse. now coming back. and its going to be 8 ler. eat ba zang for dinner is a 70% thing. but pls pls plssssss. i wan eat ikea food!! everyone is complaining about hungry. hahas. was hearing korkor complaining outside. hehehes. family thinks alike. hahas. did 3 papers so now very happy. ((:

hees. before that was watching kaichou wa maid sama anime and manga. USUI IS SOOO HANDSOME!! (his the main lead.) his such a caring guy a sweet guy and always thinks for misaki. (this other main lead) soooo cute tgt la they two. but they just dun admit. haix haix. but USUI is handsome to the max!! haha. i wish my boyfriend will look like him. tall tall built built but not too muscular, nice nice and sometime will joke make u shy, and always appear at the right time, saving misaki from danger,so tough by him, somemore his is good at cooking, good at studies, good at fighting, good at spots, basically everything! omg!! fall in love with him<3333 hahas. hua chi towards a non-living thing. hehes

ok shall watch tele now. bye. lovelove.

hey blog!
shall do a quick post. need to go to school soon. today woke a little too early so have some extra time. going to have chem and bio mcq lvl test later. dont think i will do well. didnt really study. but oh well. i shall just go for it then. i must really start working hard. if not i also dunt know how. wish me luck! ok. end here for now.
bye. lovelove

hey blog!!
here to post. just came back from band bbq. missed all the juniors. they are so cute. hahas. i think band bbq is quite short this year dunnoe why. usually after the bbq will be very late but this year about 8 ++ finish ler. hahas saw their new band tee. is white. quite plain not too bad. but didnt tot that they would chose white. but white good. won so warm. heard that they going to esplanade for concert tmr wish they will have a fun time^^

just now at ss lesson. ms khalidal said some encouraging words. made me really wanted to work hard. but its like even though i really want too my body and mind just keep rejecting. its really making me crazy. everytime wen i have test i will think why do i have test?? life is alrdy very short and i spend all my youth on studying. shouldnt school be a place for moral values and teaching us how to cope with the society and not teaching u how to think wat the Cambridge ppl wan to see in ur answer scrips?? im really puzzled. for now in my sec school life all i learn is how to understand questions and try to do the best way to get my marks. even though we have some cme lessons. but its only like telling us wat other ppl are doing and wat is it about. they didnt really tell us wat to do to have this morals. but all being taught are how to feel for the markers. whether our handwriting is too ugly or difficult for the markers to see and mark. or wat words are missing that will deprive us of our marks. everything is about marks and results. and im getting really tired. i feel like just give up. just do nth and stay at home. wanting to close myself for the world. so that the will be no more competition. and i can live the life i wan. just play and sight see and enjoy my everyday life. why does things need money?? if there is no money i won have to work. and if i won have to work, i won need to get good grades, if i won need to have good grades i won have to study.

i would still wan to go to school so that i could get to new other ppl. and noe about different ppl with different attitude. i also wish to learn different moral values so that i will be a better person that benefit myself and others. i dont think our future should e determined by that piece of paper. moreover. not everyone can cope with stress. maybe they feel very stress that day on exam and didnt do well?? thats not really fair. but it can be said that we should not let emotions get on the way. but i just feel that spending much of my time getting good results is not really wat i wanted. somemore not everyone will really use wat they have learnt. in other words, studying so hard now is just for us to get a pass to enter the good jobs. cos not everything u learnt is relevant to ur job.

ok said much. good portal to release my feelings. hahas
bye. love love

hi blog!!
hehes. watching video. waiting for it to load. so decided to post. hmm.. yesterday took nap quite late. so woke up at 8pm after dinner cant slp. i think only fall aslp at 1pm?? hahas. so today woke up at 1. 12 hrs of slp. hehes. maybe thats why i feel that today pass so fast. actually should be going to kor's gf bday bbq. but very lazy go. somemore dun really know much ppl there. so didnt go.

hehes. having career quest on mon. im alrdy nervous. i think i look damn old in whatever i planned to wear. somemore i got tis beyond my age, mature face. which really piss me off. why i have such a old face??!! urgh!! really envy those have very kiddish face. although they may not get treated seriously at times but they look young always. nowadays isnt everyone wan to look young. haiz. but i got this old face. make me cant wear too mature stuffs as i will look damn old. its like even just wearing tee shirt and shorts i alrdy like can pass for a 18?? when im like 16. haiz. always ppl tot im alrdy in poly or so. and whenever somebody guess my age they always got the older. no one guess me in a younger age. i think if i really make up. i can pass a 20. hahas. somemore im not a small size girl. im wat my good frens says curvy but to me im just fat, big size. haiz. always like that. i think if im smaller in size maybe i will look younger?? hahas. maybe shorter and very skinny. so even with my face i still look young. haha. some more when you have a mature face. ppl always tot ur fierce so i have to try to keep a smile frequently so that i dun get said by ppl that im having a bad mood or throwing tantrums. but always having a smile is a good thing. but it sometime bad as ppl may feel that u treat everything as a joke. as u keep making a smile. so get misunderstood sometimes. haix.but dun everyone get misunderstood at times. so it ok. haha
ok i think my video is done. gtg
bye. lovelove

hi blog!!
hehes didnt blog for a few days ler i guess. its holiday with inverted comas. yup although everyone in pri and sec school having fun holidays. having camp. im still having lessons everyday. i think the only holiday i have left is the last wk. wish nth goes wrong. and rite after school holidays. we are bombaded with mid year. not even any recovering into school day time is given. is just like after u woke up from a very long slp ur sent to war. ur body have not even get use to the equipments or the timing ur sent to ur death. but oh well that why teacher keep saying we are not really having holidays. the real holiday will be after o lvl bah. i wish it could just come now.
hai. just came back from skool had mid year english oral. i think i did not do very well. i cant express myself well enough in english. used to mandarin. haix. tried to work very very hard then. wish i can. go yingxin. ok shall end here.
bye. love love