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heys!! here to blog. hehes. yesterday forgot to blog. fell aslp hehes. hmm. today i the last day of skool to many. cos holidays coming. yay!! happy for those having. me. sec 4. got o lvl to study for!! urgh. so annoying. how i wish this time will nv come.i dun wan to face it!! just let me remain young forever can?? haix. see how humans are weird species. when they ae really young they will wish to get old faster. but now when they are old they wish they will remain young forever. although im not old lar. just 16. but i think thats the worst. ur caught in between. ur not too old for many fun things. and ur not young for many childish fun things too. its frustrating. yet you cant do anything about it. just wish it will all over soon. haix haix haix. i wish o lvl coluld just vroom pass me. i dun wan to endure all these hardships. maybe to some ppl study is fun. but to me study is ok but the exam part and the taking reults part. is hell. soo scary and nervous. especially before the exam and before taking result. i think i will get high lvl of adrenal rush and just faint off. hahas. just the tought of it give me creeps. haix haix. really dun wan to face it. how???
somemore if 2012 is really true then i was just 18. in my poly or jc yrs. study like mad and have to die ?? without even having any big change. like be a rich woman. hahas or even married. and im dead. its not worth it. but haix haix haix. dunnoe la. but its really quite stupit lo. 18 my life was just about to turn into clubs, parties and stuff. but im going to die. hahas. and all my 10+ yrs of study have gone to waste. so why im i have thinking so much and worrying so much for?
but maybe no matter how i try i cant get good marks how?? im separated from my friends agn how?? haix haix. im so worried. urgh. i feel that im getting older by the minute. nono i should play some game and make myself more childish. enjoy life. hahas
ok stop here. bye. love love

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