Thursday, September 27, 2012

Random

Hey diary!
How are you doing? Boring right, since i didnt post much. hehhee. So today im trying to make myself have this habit. Post first before i do anything else with the comp.
Alright, what should i talk about?? ok, why dont i start with what happen in the previous week. ok.... basically i cant remember. hahas!

From what i remember, i went to USS with XiaoYi and her family. OH! i was pretty surprise that her children could wake up early to prepare for the day trip. I was still lazying on my bed while they were already up and preparing themselves. And they are like only 7,8 and 2+ years old, children that need lots of sleep, and i who is already 18 was still snoring away. hahas! Anyways, we took the bus, and then the train to Harbour Front. As this time they didnt drove to Singapore, instead they took an airplane, even though
Malaysia is not very far away. But Xiao Yi says " I like it and my children like it!" hahas. So after reaching Vivo City, we ate at the food republic there, as everyone was quite hungry. But the food is like EXPENSIVE! Then we took the Monorial into Sentosa and off we go into USS! Had lots of fun there. but i feel its a little disadvantage for families with small children, as like little ZiSing is only 2 years old. There are quite some rides he cannot take. Like the famous and super amazing Transformers! Although later on when he was sleeping, XiaoYi, ZiChen and YueQi went in with us to take it. So its only a little pity that YiZhang didnt get to take it. Overall i had a very fun time with them. But it taught my something, only go to theme parks when your children are older. hehes. Oh OHH!! and the turkey leg is awesome~!!


Now, if im not wrong, last wednesday i went out with my beloved 8ights! at first we seems a little awkward with each other, i think because too long didnt see each other. We had a delicious lunch at Men-ichi and after awhile Helina left first. So its a little pity that we didnt get to take a group shoot together. But no worries        Im sure we will have next time. The rest of us went to the top floor of Nex to slack, chill, talk, photo photo. Thats basically the only place where we could bond without having attracting attention to ourselves. Hehes especially we are could a big group. So took many photos there. and then we went somewhere else. But i cant remember the reason for leaving. Why did we leave suddenly?? Cant remember, oh well. Doesnt matter, we went to a nearby Mac to have ice cream. Is that the reason? to have dessert?? ok. i seriously cant recall. hehees. Talked more over there, and our topic becomes more and more diverse. Hahas, i just love how we could talk about anything. hehes. Lovee them la!

And this wedenesday, which was yesterday, i went out with my bestie Peg, went to Rivervale there to print photos, as there is the cheapest of all, only one ad thing is the need to wait for 2 hours. waste my precious time. Anyway, ate a KFC branch together and selected some photos, went to print and went home. But thats not the end yet. Hehes, after an hour later we met at compass, to borrow books, we are the best book buddy as well. hehes happy with my new book supplies. heh! after then went back to collect our photos and went to peg's house to do up our besties book. Do do do.. but only like half-way through, we are tired already hahas. our stamina and concentration span seriously not very long ah. hahas! But still paste all the photos at their rightful places and ate dinner together. Thanks Peggy and her mummy for the dinner^^ and i went home. And i realise we didnt take any photo of ourselves. heh heh! but its ok, cos im seeing her again tomorrow(:

Today's reflection.
hmm.. while sitting in the bus travelling home after work, i saw all the cars zooming by, i thought to myself 'Im going to get my license and be one of them, without having to squeeze into the public transport anymore.' I want to have my own car, so that i can travel any where i want, at any time of the day. It brings me the memory when there is this once i asked my 8ights, will they prefer to drive themselves or get drove by someone. If my memory didnt fail me, i remember most of them said they will want to get drove around by someone. But im otherwise. Since dont know when, i have like the thought of me being my own driver. I think its just so cool la. I control my whereabouts. If i want to shop at nex, i just drive there. If i want to go Sentosa, i just drive there. SO COOL! hahas. of course, i dont have all the basics, i have no car, no license as well. But its good to have a goal to work towards to right?!

This made me thought of my dream. I know when we are younger, people will ask whats your dream, what you want to be. hehes and i remember when i was about 7-8 i will say i want to be doctor. and when i as 9-10 i said i want to be lawyer. hahas, now when i think of it im just so funny. But when i get older, this dream of mine gets blurrier, its no longer a clear image. and now its totally tinted. I cant see through anymore. So when people asks me what i want to be when i graduate. I will tell them im not sure. And it sort of scares me. Am i the only one that doesnt have a dream? Am i the only one that does not know what to do after i graduate? What should i do when i finish studying? Lots and lots of questions starts to pop up, but i have no answers for them.

But as optimistic i am, i told myself im clear of these things.
Firstly, i want to have enough for my family, i want to be able to give at least $500 each a month to each of my parents.
Second, i want a job that is engaging and secure, that i can work for many many years.  
Third, i want to be able to have yearly overseas trip with my family.
Fourth, my own car.

Now, what i dream for.
First, a big house where my family lives together, my parents and my brother. A 3 stories terrace. With sea view at the back. And a backyard where mummy could plant all her flowers. Also a room where daddy could watch all his forever same old movies. And also a pool table for korkor. and a mini swimming pool for me. hehehehes
Second, a loving family, where i can marry someone that loves me more then i love him. Sounds a little selfish. hahas. maybe i should rephrase. Someone that loves me for who i am, no matter what i do he could accept and loves me for it. oh, and at the same time be good to the parents, have a stable job that have good income. Someone that loves theme parks and roller coaster. Someone that doesnt get angry easily not arrogant, and is fun to be with. Someone that is well knowledge. Have some talents, like playing the piano. oh oh and also good looking, tall, if can look like Kim Hyun Joong, and we can live happily ever after... hahas! i wonder when oh when i can have this dream come true. i truly hope someone like this exists.
Third, a very close clique of girl friends, that will last me through out my life. Where i can call when i am having break ups, where i can call when i have happy news to share. Whom i can meet up to have lunches and dinners with. Whom i can call to be my bridesmaid. Whom i can go drinking with. Also whom i can share relation tips, children tips with. hahas. I think this seems like the most achievable one among the other dreams. hehes lets last long 8ights^^

Alright, i shall stop here for now. Hope that i can keep this posting habit continuing.
Bless everybody!
LOVES~!


2 comments:

Peggy said...

Hihi Bestie! Hehes, yay now I can stalk your blog too if you start to blog more frequently!:p

Don't worry you are not the only one unsure of what to do after graduation, I've no idea too:(

Take some time to think of what you'll like to do, there's still 3 semesters of school left, it will come to you eventually^^

& you dare to dream, if you work hard, I'll pray too for lady luck to be by your side so someday in your future all your dreams can come true! Just have to believe, cos you never know what can happen next!*winks*

Awww, I'm sure our clique can last, if not most will still be in our lives in the near future(:

Keep writing! I'll drop by from time to time!Jiayou!(:

Peggy x

Ying Xin said...

Hey!! thanks bestie for dropping by. hehes i will try my very best to keep blogging. hehes^^ hope all our dreams will some true^^ lovess.

YX <3