Friday, September 28, 2012

I did something good!

Hey Diary!
heheehes, i did something good just now, when i reached home after meeting my family of nius, i saw that the dry rising main on my block level 1 is leaking! At first i decide to ignore it, so i went back upstairs. But while taking the lift, i feel so uneasy, i super dont like the feeling of the water keep leaking. Like either it will totally flood up the whole place (which wont happen as there are drains around), or the water will flow forever, and the thought of it scares me. So i decided to call the town counsel. Hehees, but it actually make me feel warm inside when i see other resident stopping to take a look at the leaking pipe. It shows that actually they also care for their estate. hehes. so Singaporeans are caring^^ anyways, im happy now. hahas.

Back to my day. Today i went out with my family of nius, which include peg moo, kel moo, and sin moo. hehes, as our a little blur peg moo need to sign her time sheet there and collect her IC which she left at her work place that we went Vivo. But dont need to feel bad, as we can always have cycling another time^^ Anyways, after reaching there and looking at the movie show listing, we decided not to pay for a movie that we are not interested. So we decided to give movie a skip. After xiao niu arrived, we went for lunch at Secret recipe. Bought the BBQ chicken, a little too sweet and sour for my taste. But i still manage to finish. Of course not all the rice though, heh. And we went for a small walk after our long lunch. Hahas, its like we starting eating with the restaurant full of customers, until the restaurant was empty. hehees. but i really love it, take my time to eat, talk and relax. Oh oh, and my nius help me decide on an english name and it is Ariellyn. Sound nice! i love it. hehehes, have been trying to crack my brains to decide on an english name for myself. But have not been successful, as im quite picky, i want a name that is unique and easy to pronounce but also starts with letter A. i have though of a few, but they sound pretty weird. However, today they solve this problem for me. Hehes. But im quite fickle minded, i hope i will like this name. Ariellyn ariellyn ariellyn. ok sound nice^^ hehes. We went for a walk at the Sentosa broadwalk, we didnt walk into Sentosa, but just only to and fro the pavement. hehes, took photos there, and have a great time looking at the sparkling sea and the blue blue sky. So pretty la! But i just love the look of it. If want me to be like in it, in the sea, i think i will want to get out pretty soon. Hahas, as the sea gives me a feeling of salty salty, sandy sandy, dirty dirty. Although it looks nice, i will not want to go near it. but the sky is different. the sky is sooo big and blue and free. must be nice!! oh except for the air pressure i think. which blocks the ears. ok, a little off topic. hehes. after soaking up enough of sunlight and heat. we went back to the comfort of the air-con. shopped a little and went home.

Today's reflection / imagination
While traveling back home on the bus, (dont know why i tend to reflect when im on the bus. hahas) the driver suddenly stepped on the brakes. Everyone that was standing flew. ok not really flew, but maybe jumped?! But lucky me, i was siting. So i thought, it is really very easy to get killed ah, just a little bang and off you go. Even though you always obey by the rules, you wont know how you get involve. staying alive is so difficult. SO...I must enjoy my every moment, appreciate my life, my parents, and whatever that i already possess. As i wont know when i will be gone. Some more this year is 2012. hahas!
And this little scene made me image a lot of things. (thanks to my imaginative mind) I picture in my mind that what if the bus crashed? and the whole bus topple, and everybody was trapped in the bus? What will i do? hehes, imagining myself as the heroine, i picture myself taking the little hammer that is always at the side of the bus and knock the glass window down. i will shout to the driver to shut the engine, so that the bus will not blow up. As it is always the leaking petrol get ignite by the motor engine right? and then it will bom! So by shutting the engine doesnt it prevents the bus from blowing up? hahas. And then everyone to get out of the bus of course i will get out too. then everyone will be safe. Therefore, happily ever after. THE END. hehehes

Alright, shall stop here. Feeling hungry, going to eat sushi!
Byebye, be safe everyone^^
LOVE!


Thursday, September 27, 2012

Random

Hey diary!
How are you doing? Boring right, since i didnt post much. hehhee. So today im trying to make myself have this habit. Post first before i do anything else with the comp.
Alright, what should i talk about?? ok, why dont i start with what happen in the previous week. ok.... basically i cant remember. hahas!

From what i remember, i went to USS with XiaoYi and her family. OH! i was pretty surprise that her children could wake up early to prepare for the day trip. I was still lazying on my bed while they were already up and preparing themselves. And they are like only 7,8 and 2+ years old, children that need lots of sleep, and i who is already 18 was still snoring away. hahas! Anyways, we took the bus, and then the train to Harbour Front. As this time they didnt drove to Singapore, instead they took an airplane, even though
Malaysia is not very far away. But Xiao Yi says " I like it and my children like it!" hahas. So after reaching Vivo City, we ate at the food republic there, as everyone was quite hungry. But the food is like EXPENSIVE! Then we took the Monorial into Sentosa and off we go into USS! Had lots of fun there. but i feel its a little disadvantage for families with small children, as like little ZiSing is only 2 years old. There are quite some rides he cannot take. Like the famous and super amazing Transformers! Although later on when he was sleeping, XiaoYi, ZiChen and YueQi went in with us to take it. So its only a little pity that YiZhang didnt get to take it. Overall i had a very fun time with them. But it taught my something, only go to theme parks when your children are older. hehes. Oh OHH!! and the turkey leg is awesome~!!


Now, if im not wrong, last wednesday i went out with my beloved 8ights! at first we seems a little awkward with each other, i think because too long didnt see each other. We had a delicious lunch at Men-ichi and after awhile Helina left first. So its a little pity that we didnt get to take a group shoot together. But no worries        Im sure we will have next time. The rest of us went to the top floor of Nex to slack, chill, talk, photo photo. Thats basically the only place where we could bond without having attracting attention to ourselves. Hehes especially we are could a big group. So took many photos there. and then we went somewhere else. But i cant remember the reason for leaving. Why did we leave suddenly?? Cant remember, oh well. Doesnt matter, we went to a nearby Mac to have ice cream. Is that the reason? to have dessert?? ok. i seriously cant recall. hehees. Talked more over there, and our topic becomes more and more diverse. Hahas, i just love how we could talk about anything. hehes. Lovee them la!

And this wedenesday, which was yesterday, i went out with my bestie Peg, went to Rivervale there to print photos, as there is the cheapest of all, only one ad thing is the need to wait for 2 hours. waste my precious time. Anyway, ate a KFC branch together and selected some photos, went to print and went home. But thats not the end yet. Hehes, after an hour later we met at compass, to borrow books, we are the best book buddy as well. hehes happy with my new book supplies. heh! after then went back to collect our photos and went to peg's house to do up our besties book. Do do do.. but only like half-way through, we are tired already hahas. our stamina and concentration span seriously not very long ah. hahas! But still paste all the photos at their rightful places and ate dinner together. Thanks Peggy and her mummy for the dinner^^ and i went home. And i realise we didnt take any photo of ourselves. heh heh! but its ok, cos im seeing her again tomorrow(:

Today's reflection.
hmm.. while sitting in the bus travelling home after work, i saw all the cars zooming by, i thought to myself 'Im going to get my license and be one of them, without having to squeeze into the public transport anymore.' I want to have my own car, so that i can travel any where i want, at any time of the day. It brings me the memory when there is this once i asked my 8ights, will they prefer to drive themselves or get drove by someone. If my memory didnt fail me, i remember most of them said they will want to get drove around by someone. But im otherwise. Since dont know when, i have like the thought of me being my own driver. I think its just so cool la. I control my whereabouts. If i want to shop at nex, i just drive there. If i want to go Sentosa, i just drive there. SO COOL! hahas. of course, i dont have all the basics, i have no car, no license as well. But its good to have a goal to work towards to right?!

This made me thought of my dream. I know when we are younger, people will ask whats your dream, what you want to be. hehes and i remember when i was about 7-8 i will say i want to be doctor. and when i as 9-10 i said i want to be lawyer. hahas, now when i think of it im just so funny. But when i get older, this dream of mine gets blurrier, its no longer a clear image. and now its totally tinted. I cant see through anymore. So when people asks me what i want to be when i graduate. I will tell them im not sure. And it sort of scares me. Am i the only one that doesnt have a dream? Am i the only one that does not know what to do after i graduate? What should i do when i finish studying? Lots and lots of questions starts to pop up, but i have no answers for them.

But as optimistic i am, i told myself im clear of these things.
Firstly, i want to have enough for my family, i want to be able to give at least $500 each a month to each of my parents.
Second, i want a job that is engaging and secure, that i can work for many many years.  
Third, i want to be able to have yearly overseas trip with my family.
Fourth, my own car.

Now, what i dream for.
First, a big house where my family lives together, my parents and my brother. A 3 stories terrace. With sea view at the back. And a backyard where mummy could plant all her flowers. Also a room where daddy could watch all his forever same old movies. And also a pool table for korkor. and a mini swimming pool for me. hehehehes
Second, a loving family, where i can marry someone that loves me more then i love him. Sounds a little selfish. hahas. maybe i should rephrase. Someone that loves me for who i am, no matter what i do he could accept and loves me for it. oh, and at the same time be good to the parents, have a stable job that have good income. Someone that loves theme parks and roller coaster. Someone that doesnt get angry easily not arrogant, and is fun to be with. Someone that is well knowledge. Have some talents, like playing the piano. oh oh and also good looking, tall, if can look like Kim Hyun Joong, and we can live happily ever after... hahas! i wonder when oh when i can have this dream come true. i truly hope someone like this exists.
Third, a very close clique of girl friends, that will last me through out my life. Where i can call when i am having break ups, where i can call when i have happy news to share. Whom i can meet up to have lunches and dinners with. Whom i can call to be my bridesmaid. Whom i can go drinking with. Also whom i can share relation tips, children tips with. hahas. I think this seems like the most achievable one among the other dreams. hehes lets last long 8ights^^

Alright, i shall stop here for now. Hope that i can keep this posting habit continuing.
Bless everybody!
LOVES~!


Thursday, September 13, 2012

I want to go overseas!

Dear diary,

hello hello! yesterday wanted to post but didn't manage to.
So i shall post the 2 days together.
Stayed at home yesterday, as didn't have work.
Spent my day watching Dream High 2, i was a little slow, hahas,
the drama is like out for super long, and i only manage to finish it yesterday. hahas.
Wanted to watch Big, and i have watched a few episode.
But i read the summary of the last episode and found that the ending was very vague.
So decided not to continue.

That's basically how i spend my day off, wake up, watch shows, eat, watch shows, sleep.
 Very boring, but i like it. Cos its very relaxing.

Today, as usual went for work. It's only half shift, so came back home early.
And spend my afternoon napping. hehes so satisfied!
Oh! my results were out too, it turn out well, happy!
Made improvements again, hope that my results will keep improving.
You Go Girl!!

Many of my colleague are going for holidays overseas.
Making my so envy. I also want to go!!!!
I'm sure it will be fun travelling to some other countries, to try their food and sight see.
Can learn so many new things, and experience so many things as well.
And it is much much more happening then staying in Singapore and work and sleep, work and sleep.
But now, i think i will have to wait for the next holiday in order to make my wish come true.
Sigh... It's ok! cannot be so negative, this time didn't get to go, next time i will go.
I can even start saving up for it. Although i don't have a place that i want to go.
But I'm sure any place is fine, as long as it is safe.
And allow my to sight see and have a comfortable hotel I'm fine,
Some more there is just too many places that i want to visit.
Too too many. and i will do it, i will slowly visit all the countries that i want to go!
Yes! I can do it. hehes feels much happier now.
Alright, shall stop here now.

Wish korkor all the best im army.
Wish mummy good health and don't tire herself out.
Wish daddy success in work and good health.
Wish i will always happy! and work for my dreams.
Wish all my friends good results^^

Monday, September 10, 2012

I'm back!

hey blog!
after being away from blogging for about... i cant remember like almost a year??!! Im finally back!
heheeees, have been very lazy about blogging, and just cant seem to find the reason to post.
So... left my blog hanging alone. hahas!
but anyways, i've decided to start posting again!
I will treat it like a diary instead, saying all my feelings and thoughts, so that next time i will have something that i can refer back and be thankful of.
its never too late to start a diary right??



Dear diary,
Today, i went to work, as usual. hahas!
nothing much happen at work, if not it is too insignificant for me to remember.

After work, I went back home (where else could i go?)  and mummy was getting ready to go for her English lesson. talking about it makes me a little annoyed, her English lesson, i seriously cannot understand why they give beginners such difficult practices. Shouldn't they start teaching them the basis first? like the alphabet, how to pronounce every letter and how to read simple words. But no, they give her difficult practices like listening and fill in the blanks. She does not even know how to word those words individually, how can she possibly identify through listening and fill in the blanks??!! Seriously cannot understand.

Anyway, after saying my goodbyes and bathe. I took a nap! hehee. feel so energised after that 1-1.5 hours of sleep. So just taken my dinner, which is my cheese kuay la pis (hahas, i dont know how to spell that) and my chips and also a cup of honey bird nest drink. Not very healthy, but mummy not at home, and i very lazy to buy or cook maggi, so just make do with whatever i have. hees.

Ok! so after filling my stomach, i need to entertain myself, so here i am on the computer waiting for my Korean dramas to load.

So its good to start posting again. makes me recall my day, and allows me to practice decode my feelings into words. Hope my English will benefit from this. hehee.

Alright shall stop here.
Love everyone
Hope korkor is doing well in army.
Hope mummy is benefiting from her lessons.
Hope daddy is not drinking and stay healthy.
Hope myself good results!