heys~!!

today been a relaxing day compare to the other skool days. [that are killing me] i just love sat. actually oso love fri de. but i alrdy 2 years [and still counting] nv go home at 12.30noon. wich is like i alrdy dunnoe wats the feeling of going home early. and syf is coming. and i think im still very lousy. have not master the whole piece. and i not only have to master 1 piece. but 2. and its coming so fast that i cant cope. i wish we can do up to expectations. and get a gold~!! hahas. maths have so much homework that make me go crazy. i miss my pri skool days. some day have homeworks some days dun. exam can last min learn. dun learn oso won fail. hehes. but sec skool is killing me. and i still cnt accept the fact that im going to have o lvls next year. its like so fast. ok im grumbling. hehes. dun mind me. i wonder how those people cope with both studies and cca. it seems impossible to me. but i seen so many successful cases. but they all paid with alot of their free time. and me so lazy how can i scarify my free time??!! my whole life is like a fixed routine. wake up , go skool , eat lunch , cca , homework , time to spend with family , sleep. weekends. stay at home , homework , go out with parents , some free time^^ , sleep. like a robot.

i wish i wish i wish wish wish skool can start at 9. wish skool have no textbooks but all computerised [so i only nid bring a laptop]. wish cca only 1 day. wish have no syf [ so stress].wish have no testes. wish no matter how badly are my studies i get to get a good job that i can earn enough money. wish i can buy myself a sports car. either black[soo shuai~!!!!], white[soo cool and pure] or red[ very stylo] hehes. im crazy with sport cars tats roofless. and also high high shoes.~~ please let me have money to buy all these. hahas. all this not very important lar. the thing i wanted the most is happines and health. hehes greedy me xp.

XIN