haiiilooo

2morrow's band and i haven finish packing. eveything was on my bed meesed up. but nth in the bag. although tis year's camp seem more fun but i still dun lyk going camp. dun lyk leaving my house dun lyk changes. i dun wan to keep adapting to new things it made me feel tat im a nobody in nowhr. aiya all tis things making me crazy!!!

dunwan face anything nowadays. just wanna hide from all. if can i dun even wanna go out of my room cos in my room i can be hu i am dunnid to mind if i on the music too loud or even can jump on the bed but 2morrow im gona sleep on the hard hard floor wif many ppl.tats so weird no pirvacy everything was wif other ppl. even though i have camp before but i still cant adapt it.

just known something i nv think tat it would have happen but it happen. to me tat was impossible. but it was true. wen i dunnoe about it i didnt think about it . but now wen i knew it could happen i wish it was the way i wan it to. why god make it happen thn take it away from me??!!

dunnoe whr all the always think of bright side ying xin have been to. now tis yingxin just wanna hide hide hide. urgh! forget it forget...

XIN